Friday, 19 August 2011

lose patience -,-

Assalamualaikum ..


morning peeps .. salam pagi jumaat .. penghulu segala hari .. since hari ni i xd paper n class cncel .. i nk update entry pg ni .. alhamdulillah .. dh nk dkat 20 hari sme org puase .. yg puase je oke .. hahah .. nk di jadi kn cite lah kn .. this week is my examination week oke .. so setakat mggu ni dh settle 4 paper n 1 practical exam .. that mean now tggal lg 2 paper n 1 practical exam .. next week insyallah 24hb sttle sume exam .. 


as usual bile dh exam ni msty byk tekanan kn .. so honestly mmg mggu ni i tension habes ! smpai pening kpale sume .. tp x kesah lah .. adat kn kalo blaja msty lah ad exam .. kalo xd exam serupe je xpyh blaja .. same nye bingai nty kn .. heeee .. oryte .. kalo tolak tambah tggal lg 10 hari je nk rye kn .. that mean dh nk smpai mlm lailatulqadar .. yela kite puase pon 29 hari je kn .. so that i xnk fkir rye sgt lah .. sbb i rye pon mcm x rye .. sbb nye byk assignment gn report yg nk kne submit after rye .. lect zaman skrg sume dh pndai .. xbg student nk enjoy rye .. haha .. 


jelez jugak bile tgok org laen sume bile weekend je keluar g shoping rye .. i bile lg ? nty lah kn .. pstu ruma sume dh bau kueh rye kn .. menggugat iman i je .. heee .. then pegi manemane pon bsepah2 lgu rye .. even kt u pon dh psang lgu rye .. mmg mood rye habes ni .. xpexpe .. concentrate exams dlu .. yg tu nty2 pon bole kn .. eh jap jap .. ape kne sume yg i cite ni gn title kt ats tu kn .. hahah .. xd kne mengene langsong kn .. bukan ape .. i kn mmg suke wt intro pelik2 ni .. hobi kot .. :) nvm .. 


nk cite sbenanye kn .. since dh nk abes puase ni kn .. i xnk lah gadogado ape bagai kn .. ape dpt kalo gado ? dose ? xnk lah cm tu kn .. nk wt dose tu mmg sng kn .. tp kalo nk pahale msty bg 1000 alasan .. padahal nk wt pahale sng je pon .. oke name pon puase .. so kne lah tahan sume nafsu syaitan tu kn .. lately ni .. i cpt sgt nk mrh org .. sbb ape ? limit kesabaran i dh habes oke .. sume org ad limit sabar kn .. so selame ni i diam je .. org kate baek diam dpd berkate2 kn .. bile diam menjadi2 plak kn .. sape bole tahan lg ? so mmg meletop la kn .. i ni dh la hot tamper .. then ad pulak yg suke buat i ni panas hati .. x kesah la sesape pon .. bkn nk kate sapesape .. jz nk bg tau je oke .. so lpas ni korg nk ckp pasal i ? nk kutuk i ? buad lah .. as long as im not lose my patience so that ur save .. but once i've lose my patience u jz watch out ya :)


act ape motif i ni kn ? haha .. xd la .. tetibe smlm wktu tgh bebuke kt uma granny .. we've got some conversation ..
G : how ur exm sya ?
D : alhamdulillah .. so far so good .. (smbil sengih2)
G : then good lah .. i wanna ask u sumthin ..
D : jz go on ..
G : but bfore tht jnji jgn mrh granny oke ?
D : tnye pon blom nk mrh cmne ? (muke pelik)
G : granny dnga cite uncle gn auntie ckp lately ni sya cpt sgt nk mrh ? knp ? u got probs ?
D : no lah granny .. little bit tension .. nway sorry uncle sory auntie .. (innocent)
U/A : its oke syg .. 
G : ni kn bln puase .. blablabla ~


oke .. kalo bab2 ceramah .. yg tu mmg kepakaran granny i kayy .. but .. when i heard granny babbling on that tyme .. bru i sedar ape yg granny ckp sume tu mmg btol .. astaghfirullahalazim .. trok nye i ni kn ? sorry oke kalo ad sape2 yg terase gn i .. biase lah kn .. xd sape lpas dr kesalahan kn ? same goes with me .. no body perfect ..  kdang2 kite mmg x nmpk kesalahan diri sndiri .. kite jz nmpk kesalahan org laen je .. tp kite slalu igt kesalahan yg org buat smpai bilebile dr kebaikan yg die pnah buat .. am i ryte peeps ? so x kesah lah kn .. i x tuju kn entry ni kt sapesape pn .. but it jz for reminder for my self as human being .. jgn nk terase sgt lah oke .. kalo i ad slh silap tlg2 lah tegur kn ye .. i pon manusia biase .. slalu lupe .. " for mke ur self perfect .. u hve to find sum1 so that she/he cn mke u perfect through their critism from our own mistakes ".. that the word my granny give to me  .. thnx granny .. i'll keep ur word .. 


oke lah .. bile i dh keluar kn sume ayt2 falsafah i mmg nty org ckp i ni tebiat pulak kn .. heee .. x kesah lah .. ni jz  pringatan utk diri i sndiri .. mne la tau kot2 u guys pon bole praktik kn utk diri korg kn .. org ckp jgn nk kdekut ilmu .. so i think i cn share certain things wit u guys .. 


now i gtg .. bfore that thnx to my new follower .. :)


k bai !




By : Deesya Javier's

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