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Tuesday 31 May 2011

memahami :)

MEMAHAMI ?? ape sbena yg aq nk cite ni kn .. hahah .. pelik kn ..
actually i nk cite psal bkn sorang tp 2 org oke .. haha .. sape 2 org tu kn ? jeng3 ..
ha ni nk cite psal AEMY ZULKIFLIE dgn FUAD KHALIS .. 
korg nk tau x .. kalo korg xnk tau pon i still nk bg tau jgak .. hahah .. bengong je ..
AEMY ZULKIFLIE ?? 1st knal die dalam mukebuku la kn ..
 bkn YELLOW PAGES oke ..
haha .. mule2 kite org knal die post kt dinding muke buku i la .. 
bile dh knal2 tu die plak mntk no fon .. bkn nk mggatal oke !
jz nk bkwn .. cemburu biar btmpt oke .. hahah ..
tyme die mnx no fon 2 btol2 ari yg i bru je declare clash .. sedih kot kn ..
xpela .. ni nk cite ni .. die ni slalu wt i tgelak tw .. bak kate die SERABOT .. hahah ..
u yg serabot oke .. hahaha .. kalo dh msg gn die msty ke laot pnye r ..
 merepek x tntu psal .. hahaha ..
bile kol pulak i ni dh la ad penyakit PEKAK .. yg u ni plak ...
ckp lju gile mcm ERL tau .. dh mcm keling .. keling pon x phm kot .. hahah ..
kidding je la .. btw i hepy sgt tw dpt knal gn u tau .. u phm prasaan i ..
n yg pling pnting u dh wt i hepy wktu i tgh sdeh .. thnx tw u .. :)
FUAD KHALIS ?? sape plak mamat ni kn .. hahah ..
die ni pon i knal kt mukebuku la kn .. :)
die ni pon wt i hepy gk .. even kite knal2 cm 2 je tw .. 
thnx sbb u bce blog i .. tp jgn smpai nanges plak tw .. :)
kalo u xnk bce blog i yg sdeh 2 , u kne la wt i hepy .. bru bole update blog hepy ..
oke ?? hahah .. u pon phm prasaan i kn .. thnx sbb phm .. :)
msty la u phm kn .. sbb u pon pnah kne cm i kne gk kn ..
xpe2 .. bak kate u TABAH TABAH .. hahah
nway i hepy knal u oke .. :)
psni slalu2 la wt i hepy k .. hahaha ..
thnx AEMY ZULKIFLIE n FUAD KHALIS ..
both of u r MY HERO !!
:)


By : Deesya Javier's

FUAD KHALIS :)

hey u !! hahah .. ni nk cite psal sorg mamat ni .. FUAD KHALIS :)
2 la nme die dlm MUKEBUKU kn .. haha .. xtw r nme die ape .. hahah
1st IM die kt I .. " HI DEESYA .. MORNING .. " bengong gk mamat ni tw .. 
ad ke die kate morning ?? padahal dh ptg bute r .. haha .. mane x nye kn ..
 die bru bgon tdo upe nye .. hahah ..
its oke la .. laki mmg cm 2 kn .. kalo x ptg msty x bgon .. nty mlm x bole tdo ape lg .. jd batman la kn ..
haha .. kidding je la .. :) 
haha .. im gn die mmg ke laot dh r .. mne x nye .. same2 lyn prasaan .. then bole plak die tnye cm ni kt i .. " serius ke u stay kt brunei ? " perghhh .. dlm aty i " mamat ni igt aq nk mnipu ke ah ? " hahah .. serius la u i stay brunei .. i stay brunei sbb stdy kt cni .. i asal KL je kot .. :) ada paham ?? hhaha ..
yg x than 2 bole plak die ckp die sdeh bce blog i ni .. ps 2 lgu dlm blog i ni sdeh .. hahah ..
biase la u .. hati manyak kiciwa la .. haha ..then die kate die rse nk nanges bce blog i .. trharu gile i dgr u ckp cm 2 .. hahah .. i yg wt blog ni plak tros nanges wk2 nk update blog tau .. yla u kate story kite same kn .. 
sdeh kn bile di kiciwa kn u ?? xpe la .. hari ni nseb kite kn .. esk luse kite x tau .. tp u kate u dh kne bp bln lpas .. u dh bole lpe kn bnde 2 .. then u pon suroh i lpe kn bnde ni jgak .. kalo bole lupe dh lme i lpe kn tw .. 
i kne x smpai smggu lg u .. 2 yg ssh ckit nk lpe kn .. 
mybe lme2 nty i lupe la .. xpe2 ape pon kite SABAR SABAR .. TABAH TABAH .. haha ..
gile gk lyn kpale otak u kn .. :)
tbe2 je u tnye full nme i kn .. xkn nk bg tau nme bpak skali kn .. hahah .. secret la .. :)
then u kate org slalu pggil i ape .. nme mnje gitu .. hahah ..
i pon ckp la .. tasya , deena , deesya . adik .. ps 2 u pggil i adk .. eeeyuwwww .. malu la ouh ..
hahah ,, fmily je kot pggil nme 2 .. pggil i tasya je oke .. :)
hahaha .. btw u jgn nanges plak bce blog ni tw .. xd ape yg nk sdeh pon dlm ni kn .. jz nk share experience .. haha .. nice 2 meet u FUAD KHALIS .. :)
u ni bole wt i gelak sorg2 tau .. haha .. nseb baek u phm prasaan i kn .. :) THANKS oke .. :)

By : Deesya Javier's

Monday 30 May 2011

crying :'(

dh 3 ari .. aq asyk nanges je .. since u ckp u dh xnk kt i lg i asyk nanges je tau .. smpai ary ni kot ..
sumpah aq xnk nanges lg .. tp xbole .. bile igt kt u je msty nk nanges ..
tmbh2 lg bile u hntr msg yg wt i sdeh ..
last msg u mlm td yg u sent kt i .. " bagus ah kau ni tasya .. bru tahu kau cmn .. best sgt .. kau gn aemy zulkifli , btol ke nama dea .. cukup sgat bgos .. tkpe2 kau yg bt hal .. tp ak plak , orait2 .. thanks sgt er tasya ..
 sayang konon! puihhhh "
msg u 2 mmg i i sdeh tau .. u xtaw ape2 .. then u men ckp cm 2 je kn .. 
bile i nk cite bnde yg btol u ckp u xnk dnga ape2 yg i ckp lg ..
i pn dh x tw nk wt cmne lg .. sume yg i ckp u dh xnk cye dh kn .. 
its up 2 u la .. i pon x pkse u cye kn i .. 
tp 4 the last tyme .. believe me please .. :(
i x bole r cmni .. u wt cm ni mcm u seksa i tau .. hari2 i nanges igt kt u ..
btw .. kalo 2 yg bole wt u hepy .. jz go on .. 
u hepy pon dh bole wt i hepy 4 u .. even i yg sket ati ..
SORRY 4 EVERYTHING ..

By : Deesya Javier's

rndu !!

smlm mmg x bole nk tdo .. ni sume sbb aq rndu bkn sorg tp DUA ORG .. 
yg sorg 2 mmg comfirm2 dh xbg aq call/msj die .. sbb die dh bnci aq la kn .. tp aq still rndu kt die ..
 ary2 pon aq rndu die .. tp mustahil la die nk rndu kt aq sbb die dh bnci kt aq kn .. 
xksah la die nk bnci aq ke nk mrh aq ke .. tp aq x mrh/bnci pn kt die ..
yg sorg lg ni .. mcm mne aq x rndu kt die .. die x rep msj aq pn dr smlm sbb die mrh kt aq .. 
sume stok nk mrh kt aq je kn .. :(
malang btol nseb aq kn .. tp serius i rndu kt u .. u taw x ? msty la u xtaw kn .. 
wt pe pon u nk taw kn .. msty u pon dh bnci kt i kn .. :(
 SORRY la kalo i dh wt korg 2 org ( MR.A & MR.E ) mrh oke ..
 I NEVER MEAN IT .. 

By : Deesya Javier's

marah je kn !! erghh !!!

yg u ni pon 1 kn .. haha .. tibe2 plak kn .. :)
ni nk lpas prasaan ckit .. xd la ckit .. byk la jgak kn .. hahah ..
ad la sorg MAMAT  ni aq bru knal .. die post kt DINDING MUKEBUKU  aq .. 1st post die "HAI YOU" .. haaha .. dr ctu la aq mule nk gedik2 kn .. :) bkn ape jz nk lupe kn bnde2 yg mnyakitkn ati aq tyme 2 .. so ape slhnye nk lupekn mslh kn .. 
dr 1st post die 2 , melarat la kn smpai ke laot .. haha .. die wt aq tgelak sorg2 mcm org gile .. :)
kdang2 SERABOT gk die ni .. haaha .. sorry u .. :)
smpai daddy aq kate aq GILE sbb gelak gn lappy .. how dare u said like that huh ?!! haha ..
mmg cm org gile pon sbenanye .. haha .. post pnye post melarat plak smpai esok 2 plak ..
ni nk cite .. die minx no. ic aq .. hahah .. gile nk wt pe gn  no. ic kn .. msty r die minx no. fon kn .. so aq bg je la .. lg pon tyme 2 ENCIK HATI aq declare yg die xnk kt aq lg .. tyme 2 aq rse mcm ape je .. then aq pon bg la jz nk epy kn diri je .. kalo dh dpt no fon ape lg kn .. mule la nk msg2 calling2 kn .. haha ..
serius die mmg wt aq pcah prot gelak sorg2 .. mule2 msg oke je .. aq ni kn ngade .. mmg aq asyk kne kn die la .. haha .. bile i ckp nk tkar relationship 2 msty u mrh kn .. hahah ..
then tbe2 plak die kate xnk lyn aq dh .. len yg aq ckp len plak yg die dgr .. hey u ! u slh dgr oke ! i x ckp pon 'xpyah lyn i lg .. ' 
i ckp kt u even i gile knp u still nk lyn i .. 2 yg i ckp .. tp u slh dgr oke ..
erghh !! u tw x i xbole tdo tau ?! i sent msg kt u 1 pn u x rep .. kalo mrh pon rep la msg i .. jgn cmni woo ..
mmg nseb i kn kne cmni .. 1st , 2 ari lpas aq kne .. then ary ni plak i kne gn u kn .. 
mybe slh i kn ckp cm 2 kt u .. SORRY la kalo u mrh .. sumpah x sengaje nk ckp cm 2 .. sorry oke ..
mybe mmg hidop aq ni utk hepy skjap je .. ps2 sdeh je .. serius lpas ni jgn sape2 mnx no fon aq lg oke .. xnk kne cmni lg .. wt org sket aty n aq pon dpt dose .. bru fkir nk hepy2 kn blog ni .. tp mmg xdpt nk hepy kn blog ni .. so bsdeh je la aq gn blog ni .. xd lg tmpt aq nk luah kn prasaan aq ..
BLOG , MUKEBUKU ,CELLPHONE je la skng yg jd tmpt aq luah kn prasaan .. kalu u bce blog ni .. 
SORRY OKE .. I DIDNT MEAN IT .. NEVER ..
 once again SORRY ..

By : Deesya Javier's

Saturday 28 May 2011

now ur gone bie .. :(

4 ari i tgu u bie .. tp ni yg jd .. smlm u mrh/maki i .. sumpah i sdeh gile bie ..
 i xbole nk tydo sbb asyk tringat kt u .. mmg i yg slh .. i yg xpndai nk jge relation kite kn .. 
i wt u sket aty lg .. SORRY BIE .. serius i xd niat lngsong nk wt u sket ati .. its oke bie .. u bole mrh/maki i puas2 .. sbb u mmg kn suke maki2 ni .. i ni plak suke kne maki2 .. i yg slh wt u mrh .. i need u bie .. i still wanna be with u ! i still luv u .. nobody cn replace ur position in my heart .. but now .. u hate me damn so much .. :(
  kau daa "SAYANG-SAYANG" gan orang len annn...mmg tak ahh aku nk ko agy..terima kasih POMPUAN!!:) " 
ni statement u yg last kn bie kt fb u .. thnx bie sbb ckp cm 2 .. n now u sket aty .. 
u rmove i n u xnk kt i n u dnt luv me anymore kn bie .. ni sume sbb i wt u sket aty kn .. 
SKRG U BKN MILIK I LG BIE .. mmg i x perfect .. but i still wanna u n luv u .. n u bkn utk i lg bie ..
 mmg i yg slh x mmpu jge u kn bie .. mmg i yg slah wt u mrh .. NOW UR GONE FOREVER BIE ..
 n now 4 the last tyme i call u BIE .. no more BIE cn replace ur BIE ..
 ur the best i ever had .. ILUVYOUFUCKINGDAMNDAMNMUCH ..
 even ur not mine anymore .. thnx dh wt i hepy dlm mse 2 mggu ni .. 
13 hb 5 - 28 hb 5 moment pling i xbole nk lupe kn bie .. 
THNX 4 all ur luv all this tyme tht u give 2 me n SORRY 4 hurtin' u again bie ..
 i nk u simpan n igt sume moment kite slame 3 taon ni .. if u xnk igt sume moment 2 biya la i sorg je yg simpn moment kite 2 .. n now tggal pic n msg2 yg u send kt i je yg bole jd pengubat rndu i kt u ..
 i hope lps ni u dpt someone yg bole jge u n phm u .. u lyn die elok2 .. jgn wt kt die cmne yg u pnah wt kt i oke .. tgok u hepy gn someone yg u syg pon dh bole wt i hepy .. 
SORRY 4 EVERYTHIN' BIE ..

By : Deesya Javier's

Friday 27 May 2011

GIVE UP !!

finally hari ke 4 .. sumpah i dh give up tggu u ..
 i dh x bole nk tahan lg .. so jgn mrh i kalo u msg/kol i then i xrep/x pick up kol u oke .. 
kalo u bole wt i cmni knp i xbole wt bnde yg same kt u kn ..
 bkn i nk bls dendam kt u .. tp i jz nk u rse ape yg i rse 4 ary ni .. 
bkn 4 ari ni je u wt cm ni kt i .. since 3 taon lpas lg .. 
so skang better u wt hal u n i wt hal i .. 
oke ? i dh pnat !!

By : Deesya Javier's

Thursday 26 May 2011

tunggu dan terus menunggu ....

dh 2 ari i tggu u .. but u still x msg n kol i kn .. smpai bile u nk wt i tunggu u ??  or u mmg suke wt i trtggu u cm org boddo ?? u mmg ske wt i mnanges kn .. u bkn tau pon kalo i mnanges kn .. u tau x even u send msg "hai" kt i pon i dh hepy gile babi tau .. kalah la babi nk hepy cm i kn .. bole x i nk tau knp since bp ari ni pangai u x bole blah ??  u rep msg i pon cm nk x nk je .. if u xnk msg gn i , u ckp la .. jgn la wt i cmni .. SEDIH tw x !! mmg u xtw pon sbb u xnk amek tau .. knp u still cm 2 jgak .. u dh jnji nk bhave ur self bagai la .. tapi .. ape pon xd .. its oke la sbb i dh biase tggu u cm ni kn .. 3 taon i tggu u .. i tetap akn tggu u .. biya la org nk kate i ni boddo sbb still mgharap kt org yg dh xnk kt i lg .. i pon tau once bile u boring msty u crik i kn ..sbb i ni tmpt u ilang kn boring u kn .. xkesah la .. i dh biase mcm 2 pon .. 
ape yg i tau ILUVUFUCKINGDAMNDAMNMUCHOKE !! 
FULLSTOP !!

By : Deesya Javier's

RINDU :(

RINDU .. tu je yg dpt aq tulis dlm blog ni .. nk ckp kt u yg i rndu u .. tapi .. nty u kate i ni xtau malu plak .. xpon nty u kate i yg syok sndri .. i je yg rndu kt u .. tp u xd rse pape pon kt i ..
 its oke la if u nk ckp i syok sndri .. i xbole nk tpu prasaan sndri .. bru 1 hari u xmsg/xkol i .. i dh rndu kt u .. smlm pon kalo i yg x msg u .. u msty x msg i kn .. maybe u mmg dh xnk msg gn i kn ..
 bile on9 pon u xnk tegur i .. u tw x ape yg i rse tyme 2 ? msty la u x tw kn ..
 i ni sape je yg u nk amek taw kn .. i rse nk nangis je tyme 2 !! if i yg x start dlu u pon xnk la mengalah kn .. byk kali dh i sje je nk tgu u yg start dlu .. tp xprnh !! never !! 
serius i ckp kite mmg still mcm dlu .. xd pape prubahan pon .. 
kalo rse nk contact 2 mmg kite slalu msg gn kol kn .. bile dh bosan u pegi mcm 2 jek .. 
yes u ad hak nk wt cm 2 .. i bkn sape2 pon bg u kn .. tp u ? sgt penting utk i .. 
tp i pon xbole nk pkse u ske kt i kn .. itu hak u .. u nk suke sape2 pon bkn mslh i ..
 tp bile u bosan u crik i kn ?? tmpt u slalu lpas bosan u kn ..
 bile u bosan gn i .. u pon crik la org laen .. XPE .. ITU HAK U .. tp i sedih bile u wt i cm tu .. 
u xprnh nk tau pon .. sbb u pon xnk amek tau kn .. bile i rndu u .. i jz dpt tgok gmba u n msg2 yg u pnah hntr kt i .. xpela mybe u dh ad someone yg lg penting dlm idop u kn .
. mcm i slalu ckp .. HATI MANUSIA CEPAT BERUBAH .. bile i ckp cm 2 u msty mrh i kn .. 
i pon xtw ape motif u mrh kalo i ckp cm 2 .. u kate dlu u xtw ape yg u nk dlm idop u kn .. u serabot gn stdy .. fmily lg .. u tke a long tyme 2 mke decision ryte .. then ary 2 u kate u dh tau ape yg u nk ..
 u ckp U NK I .. but u mke wrong decision .. bkn i yg u nk .. kalo u nk kt i knp u still cm dlu .. 
u x brubah pon .. stiap kali i tringat kt u .. i rse nk nanges .. i dh x snggop dgn keadaan kite mcm ni ..
 that enough for 3 years we're like that .. i jz wnt u 2 know that i will always love n miss u bie ..
 even u bkn utk i .. tgok u hepy gn someone yg special utk u pon dh bole wt i hepy ..
 even menyakitkan hati i .. i really hope u will tke cre ur self n ur love bie ..
 jgn wt kt die cmne yg u dh wt kt i .. jge die lbeh baek dr u jge i slame ni bie ..
 sgt menyakitkan hati bie .. if u bce blog i ni ..
im sorry for everythin' i had did 2 u bie .. 
prasaan i kt u xkn ad sape yg bole ubah ..
 :(




By : Deesya Javier's

Wednesday 25 May 2011

RESULT ?? oh shit !!

yes ni yg mmg aq suke .. debaran makin memuncak .. RESULT ?? omg !
 knp la msty ad exam .. adoyyyy .. ape la rsult yg aq dpt tuk sem 2 ni .. hope 3.5 - 4 flat .. hahahah .. 
nk dpt 4 flat ?? mustahil kowt .. blaja pon mcm ape .. nk dpt 4 flat cmne ye dok .. :) 
hope sem ni pon dpt dekan cm sem lpas .. amin~ 
actually aq mmg nga cuak thap cipan dh ni bile tau rsult dh nk kua .. xksah la dpt ape pon .. 
aq dh try wt yg trbaek .. aq jz nk tnjuk kt ddy yg aq pon bole wt yg trbaek mcm mne abg2 aq sume bole wt smpai dorg wt PHD ..
 n aq jgak nk ade PHD mcm mne DADDY , ARWAH MUMMY , ALONG , ANGAH n ACHIK ade .. INSYAALLAH .. aq nk buktikan satu2nye ank pompan dlm fmily aq jd yg trbaek utk fmily n jd kebanggaan fmily ..
 evrythin' i did jz for my fmily n my future .. 

By : Deesya Javier's

Monday 23 May 2011

my Cellphone , MP3 , iPad n Lappy ? My Best Friends :)

My Baby APPLE Lappy
My Baby APPLE iPad
My Baby SONY MP3

My CellPhone NOKIA N85


My CellPhone NOKIA X6 PINK edition

MY CELLPHONE , MP3 ,  iPAD N LAPPY
MY BEST FRIENDS !
:)


By : Deesya Javier's

moody vs. tension ..

u TENSION i MOODY .. mmg sgt bgos kn .. i rndu u .. then i pon msg u .. xtw plak tyme i msg u 2 u tgh tdo .. igt kn u mrh kt i sbb xrep msg .. tdo upenye .. its oke la bie .. i x mrh pon .. u bgon tdo u pon rep msg i ..  hepy gile tau x .. :) tgh2 msg u kate u nk tdo .. sbb u kate u tension .. jgn tension2 k bie .. bie kn nk exam .. nty bie pressure plak ..  chillex bie .. :) .. mmg adat nk exam bie .. lg 2 taon (kot) dh abes blaja r .. :) .. bie kate nk sgt kn cpt abes blaja .. haha .. btw stdy btol2 tw .. bie kn dh cuti stdy week .. jgn nk honey moon pulak bile dh blik 2 ..
GOOD LUCK MOHD ZURAIDI :) DO THE BEST N BEAT THE REST OKE ! 
I KNOW U CN DO IT ! I'LL OLWEZ SUPPORT U SAYANG ..
iluvufuckingdamndamnmuch ! FULLSTOP ! :)

By : Deesya Javier's

moody :|

serius babe mmg moody gile 2 hri ni .. ni sume sbb ddy aq .. kalo bkn sbb ddy mrh2 aq xd aq nk moody cm ni .. bile aq moody mmg aq xnk ckp , msg . kol sape2 .. kalo bole xnk wt pape jgak ! sory bie sbb x pick up kol bie .. x msg bie .. bie tau kn cmne kalo i tgh moody .. nty kite gado lg ad la .. i xnk la jd cm 2 .. SORRY BIE .. bkn sengaje nk wt cm 2 .. hope bie fhm oke .. i tau bie pon msty bengang gn i kn sbb kite x dpt jmpe .. SORRY BIE .. i pon dh xtw nk wt cmne lg bie .. ad je yg xkne .. ntah r bie .. even kite x dpt jmpe .. ilyfdsm bie !! nobody cn replace u in my heart oke .. u r the best i ever had .. imysm bie .. kalo mood i dh oke nty i msg u oke bie .. 

By : Deesya Javier's

Saturday 21 May 2011

person that i luv most :) MR.E

3 taon lps kite knal .. taon 2008 cm 2 r .. 1st tyme kite knal mmg klaka kn bie .. 
kite knal pon sbb tyme 2 bie hnta msg kt i 'sape nie?' .. haha .. 
2 mmg msg yg mmg i xbole lupe smpai skrg .. bie knl i pon dr adk bie kn .. mle2 i rapat gn adk u ..
 then at last i rapat gn u plak kn .. pelik btol .. :) cm ne bole jd cm 2 pon xtau la kn .. huhu ..
 then dr ctu la i tbe2 ske kt u bie .. tp x tau la kalo i yg SYOK SNDIRI kn .. :) ..
 sbb i ni kn mmg ske syok sndri .. haha .. tyme 2 i slalu msg gn kol bie kn ..
 xnk plak semak tyme 2 .. yela skola lg kot tyme 2 kn .. nex year 2 plak kite sme2 bz ..
 nk spm kot tyme 2 kn .. haha .. stdy hard gitu .. :) .. dr ctu kite mmg dh jarang gile nk msg/kol .. 
kdang2 bie tbe2 je msg kn .. mmg hepy la bile bie msg kn .. mmg xdpt nk ckp la ape i rse tyme 2 ..
 dpt msg skjp pon jd la .. bile kite x cntct mmg bzman r bie ilang kn .. bile bie dh timbul .. timbul kjap je ..
 ps2 ilang blik .. mcm biskot gitu :) .. smpai skang still cm 2 gk .. 
tp sjak bp2 hri ni bie asyk msg i je kn .. i hepy gile kalo bie nk tau .. bie tau la sbb ape kn ..
 i dh ad cite kt u tyme kite msg hri 2 .. kire mcm luahan prasaan i kt bie la .. 
i ni mmg xmalu kn ckp prasaan i kt bie .. sumpah x bole nk simpan lg .. xtahan dh .. nk kne ckp jgk ..
 then bie pon ckp prasaan bie kt i kn .. rse trharu pon ad bie .. kdang2 tu i rse sdeh gile bie ..
 yla bile i msg bie xbls tu .. i rse cm bie mmg dh bnci kt i ..smpai xnk bls msg i tu ..
 yla tyme kite knal pon wktu skola lg kn .. skang kite dh same2 smbong blaja .. 
kite dh tau ape yg kite nk kn bie .. even kalo bie dh xsuke kt i pon .. biya la i syok sndri je bie .. 
xksah r bie xsuke ke bnci ke kt i .. mmg ssh nk ilang kn prasaan yg mmg dh ad 3 taon lps ni bie ..
 watever bie wt pon .. i still luv u bie ..
 no matter what , whoever u r .. i don cre .
. ILOVEYOUFUCKINGDAMNDAMNMUCH BIE !!!
done! fullstop!

By : Deesya Javier's

harapan tinggal harapan :(

finally .. dr mood aq tgh hepy .. now down gile !! mmg idop aq ni hepy skjp je kot .. :(
knp la tyme2 cmni aq nk sket then kne operation plak 2 .. 
nk oprate pon nk kne plih panel jgak .. dlm byk2 panel knp la pilih panel BRUNEI 2 ?? 
shit !! dlm hidop ni mmg byk sgt pilihan kn ?? pilih itu pilih ini .. ntah pape jek ..
 ddy .. adk nk blik kl la .. oprate kt kl r ddy !! kt KL 2 dh xd doktor cm kt brunei ke ??
addoyyy !! xdpt nk jmpe bie kn bie .. :( .. mmg harapan btol la ! dh 3 taon kot kn bie .. 
xpe r bie .. kalo bie bole tunggu 3 taon knp bie x bole tunggu lg 2 taon kn bie ..
tyme 2 kite same2 dh grade kn .. lps grade kite kawen tros r bie ! sng ckit .. 
ps 2 kite bole la nk hadap muke msing2 smpai bile2 kn !! haha ..
 dh gatal ape aq ni .. kidding je lah .. tp kalo btol2 pon alhamdulillah .. :)
 xd la kite nk tggu lme2 cm ni kn bie .. :( ... xpe r bie mybe nex tyme kite jmpe kn .. 
as long as u luv me laa .. tp xtw la kn kot2 psni bie dh ad org laen ke kn ..
 hati manusie kite x bole nk tau kn bie .. tp pape pon i luv u bie ..
 SORRY BIE .. :( .. ILYFDSM ..

By : Deesya Javier's

bangon lmbt :)

mmg hebat hri ni bgon lmbt .. bak kate daddy aq 'adk ni pengsan ke mati ? ke overdose mkn ubt tdo ? ' .. haha .. ni sume sbb ko bie !! :) sbb ko kol smlm tros ilang ngntok aq bie .. serius rndu gile la !! .. haha .. stgh jam menggebang gn ko bie dh bole wt aq lps rndu kt ko tau .. lpas abes menggebang then ko kate nk tdo .. oke xpe la .. tdo la sgt kn .. haha .. tau2 sempat lg kite on9 fb kn bie .. :) dpt chitchat kjp pon bole la .. tp aq mmg hepy bie .. thnx tw .. syg bie ketad2 !! kjap lps 2 bie pon offline bie kate mate dh rabak .. haha .. lpas bie offline 2 aq mmg nk tdo .. tp .. xbole !! mood hepy kn cmne nk tdo kn .. :) then aq pon wtw la gn mmbe2 dlm fb .. 1hour lps 2 bru la mate aq trase ngntok .. tyme 2 pon aq dh abes update blog .. then aq offline n GOAL !! haha ..
aq bgon2 tdo je .. daddy,nenek,achik gn alang dh ad dlm bilik aq .. xnk plak aq tkjot tyme 2 kn .. hahah .. mau x tkjot mcm aq ni org mati je dorg dok hadap .. huhu .. tbe2 ddy bg soklan cepumas .. jeng3 .. :) 
   daddy : adk .. smlm knp tdo lmbt ? ddy soh tdo awl kn?
   me : alaaa .. ni msty bang chik yg bg tau kn .. ape slh nye nk tdo lmbt ? 2 pon xbole .. ish !
   daddy : tgok 2 ddy bru ckp ckit dh mlwn kn ..
   achik  : biase la 2 .. syg2 die dh tpon die .. 2 yg xbole tdo 2 dy .. (menyampok!)
   me : diam r .. sebok je .. :)
   daddy : ow .. ptot la bgon lmbt kn .. ape la nk jd gn ank ddy ni .. 
   me : hahah .. :)
haahaha .. mmg klaka ari ni dh la bgon lmbt .. mndy lmbt .. mkn lmbt .. mkn ubt lmbt .. sume nye LAMBAT ! ni sume pasal ko bie ! haha .. nway rndu moment smlm ! ilyfdsm bie .. syg ko ketadketad taw .. :)

By : Deesya Javier's

hepy hepy!!!

hepy hepy !! :) even stgh jam je kite merepek dlm phone 2 dh bole wt aq hepy .. haha ..
thnx bie sbb kol .. cian bie kn tpon byk kali tp ad sowg awek ni ckp ' no. yg anda dail tidak dpt di hubungi .. sila cuba sebentar lagi .. ' heheh .. then bie pn sent msg "why!' kt i kn .. 
sory eh bie x angkt .. owg kalo dh tdo mati mmg cm 2 kn bie ,, :)
tp angkt jgk kn .. actually mls nk angkt bie .. tp sbb agk dh lme kite x merepek so i pn angkt la ..
 kalo dh dpt merepek .. ape pon x bole .. hahhah ..
 sorg ckp lju cm ERL .. sorg lg PEKAK .. hahah .. mmg bgos kn .. 
tp kn bie .. i rndu gile kt u bie ! dh la rndu .. gile plak 2 kn ..
 rse cm nk bnuh diri pon ad gk bie .. tp nk mati same2 gn bie lah !
 xpe la i snggup MENANTI u bie .. mcm NIKITA WILLY tu kn .. hahha .. :)
 ilyfdsm bie !!! :)


By : Deesya Javier's

whats wrong wit me ??!

hey hey .. ni aq nk cite .. aq xtau knp gn aq hri ni .. nk kate aq mrh .. x pon .. 
nk kate xmrh mmg aq x mrh kt spe2 pon la ..
 especially MR.E .. dh bp ary ni die(mr.e) xd kdit .. its oke la ..
 aq x mrh ko xd kdit bie .. sbb bile on9 kite bole chitchat kn ..
 tp kalo tbe2 ko offline bie xnk plak aq bengang tyme 2 kn .. hahah .. 
tp tbe2 td die tpon aq .. mmg aq hepy gile la kn .. tp .. ntah knp r aq bole plak xnk pick up call ko bie .. 
aq pon xtw knp .. tbe2 mood aq jd x hepy .. tbe2 je !! aq pon plik gk la .. 
sory r bie sbb x pick up ur call then x rep msg ko bie .. sbb aq xd kdit bie .. 
hope ko x mrh kt aq bie .. serius aq rndu gile2 kt ko bie ..
 dh la rndu gile plak 2 kn .. tp thnx sbb ko lyn aq yg gile ni bie .. 
aq x pick up call ko sbb aq xd mood bie bkn sbb ape2 pon .. sory bie !!!

By : Deesya Javier's

Thursday 19 May 2011

miss HIM damn much !!

hey hey you ! u know wht ? imissufuckingdamndamnmuch oke !!!
hehe .. miss u bie .. dh la u xd kdit bie .. then x on9 .. addoyyy .. sabo je aq bie .. :)
sory la x dpt kol u bie sbb tbe2 hp 2 ckp 'sila tmbh jumlah kredit anda .. terima kasih" .. haha ..
xnk plak aq bengang plak tyme 2 kn bie .. :)
nway bie i hrap u xlupe kt i bie .. :( kdang2 kpale otak i ni tbe2 je pkir yg bkn2 bie :)
btw sy nk tegas kn di sini yg sy ni rndu gile kt ko bie .. dh la rndu .. gile lg kn ..
hahah .. nseb baek x gile kn bie .. kdang2 je gile .. :p
oke lah xd mood nk cite pnjg2 .. 
ilyfdm bie .. no matter wht i'll olwez be ur mine oke ! FULLSTOP!!





By : Deesya Javier's

omg! my bro convo .. jelez!!!

alhamdulillah .. finally 2 org abg aq dh graduate .. 2 hari b4 mjlis convo dorg .. my beloved DADDY(mr.khairul neezam) :) dtg brunei dlu sbb nk amek aq la kn .. xkn aq nk g sorg2 kn .. haha .. then esok 2 plak bru la aq gn ddy gerak g canada .. bebulu plak aq dok dlm flight 2 kn .. sabo je la aq kn .. hahah .. ntah bp kali aq asyk bgon tdo bgon tdo bru la smpai destinasi spatotnye .. :) even punggung aq sket aq excited gile nk jmpe abg2 kesayangan aq .. maklum lah dh lme xjmpe kn .. bp taon kot x jmpe .. sbb sume bz gn stdy kn .. :) lbey kurg 15 mnit lps 2 , lpas aq gn ddy siap mnom kopi (sempat lg kn .. hahah ) tbe2 EYRIQUE DARWISH n EYRIQUE DASUKI (try teka sape dorg ni) hahah .. dorg la abg2 kesayangan aq :p .. 2 la achik gn alang aq .. dorg dtg sbb nk jmpot aq gn ddy la .. nk wtpe lg kn .. hahah sengal! otw nk g hotel , aq ni xnk plak pangai cm berok kn .. haha .. mklomlah xpnah g oversea kn .. :) nk2 lg tyme 2 musim sjuk kn .. mmg aq rse darah dlm bdan aq ni dh beku .. haha .. bile smpai hotel je abg n ddy check in .. msok je blik hotel 2 aq tros tdo .. pnt sgt kot .. (dok dlm flight je kot) haha .. bgon je esk pg 2 kne siap2 plak nk g tgok alang gn achik dpt sjil .. mmg pnt la nk tggu kn .. xpe la aq pn x ksah sgt .. abes je sume stdnt kt ctu dpt sjil .. mlm 2 plak ade dinner .. aq pon kne ikot jgk .. so pegi jela .. pening aq pk nk pkai bju ape mlm 2 .. then ddy kate pkai dress merah .. fine .. aq ikot je .. abg2 aq bkn men menyemart lg kn .. haha .. its oke la .. 2 kn event dorg ..  :) nmenye je dinner .. tp dinner smpai ke pg bute lak 2 .. haha .. nway aq hepy gile tgok abg2 aq sume dh success .. now tggal aq sorg je nk wt ddy hepy cmne abg2 aq dh wt kt ddy .. insyallah lg 2 taon ADIK graduate DADDY ..tggu adk tw .. :) sumpah adk jelez gile tgok achik gn alang dh convo .. adk pon nk jgak .. (lg 2taon) :) btw CONGRATE bro dh graduate yg ntah ke bp kali yaww .. :p .. lpas ni doakn adk plak oke !!
sblom dinner pon sempat posing :)
ni tyme lpas dinner :)

By : Deesya Javier's