welcome back!!

Assalamualaikum..

jyeahhhh! lama gila tak kemas2, singgah2, jenguk2 blog ni. habis bersawang :) haha! last update early of July. dgn home page yg dh jd entah apa2. agak pening di situ. btw it seems like my follower getting decrease :'( but its okay. hak masing2. siapa juga yg nk follow blog yg x ter-update, ye tak? hehe. *terasa janggal pulak mcm tak pernah update stories :) *

anyway, welcome back november! my wish for this november, wishes for a happy life, success future and long  live a life. InsyaAllah. Amin. alright, kalau lah nk dicerita kan al kisah hidup sepanjang ketiadaan update stories ni, mmg panjang ceritanya. kalau nk di ringkaskan nanti terus habis ceritanya. okay sengaja bergurau :)

well, act started of July tu dh mmg busy (busy mcm mengalahkan menteri2). busy apa? ofc lah dgn study. kelas hari2 start 8 a.m then habis mesti ptg. paling awal pun habis 2.30 p.m. but then alhamdulillah now tgh break semester. tak ada lah lama mana pun cuti. 3rd Dec dh start praktikal. bersyukur lah jugak sbb ada cuti sbb nya kepala ni mcm nk pecah otak mcm nk bocor. sbb apa? sbb sem lps semuanya killer subject! so tak berharap sgt semester lps boleh dpt dekan lg. dpt pass pun alhamdulillah. so for the next, InsyaAllah praktikal will be at Johor! (depends on situation) :D so itu lah al kisah nya sepanjang 4 bln belajar yg terasa bagai 4 tahun. mihmihmih ^,^v

rasanya sampai sini dulu je kot nk cerita. kalau ada masa akan di-update lg al kisah hidup sepanjang ketiadaan diri di dashboard2 anda semua :)

good night fellas! have a nice day ahead! ~"."~

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By : Deesya Javier's

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random

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!

* I forgive, I forget and I move on. I don't need a man to rectify my existence. The most profound relationship we'll ever have is the one with ourselves. Thats it! *

# Talk To Myself #
-> Daddy's said : "Don't cry for a man who's left you, the next one may fall for your smile."

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By : Deesya Javier's

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30th --> 4 month

I hope you find all the dreams you're looking for 

and so much more 

I hope you find a new love to keep you warm 

and make you strong .

I hope you lose all the pain 

yes you were right 

it was insane .

And I hope you find a way 

to hide your scars 

but at least your not behind these bars .

I hope you find one day 

a memory of love for me 

just a memory of love for me.

Sincerely,

ME

-There lots of our memory last 4 months. You're a loss I can't replace. It's a keeping for the lonely since the day that you were gone. Time will never change the things you told me. And your memory lives on.-

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By : Deesya Javier's

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